My flowing thoughts......

My Dreams...

2009-11-20T11:15:00.000-08:00

My dreams are stolen,
I have been replaced.
The place that belonged to me once,
Is now owned by somebody else.

The time I spent with you,
I wish I could turn it void.
The love I had for you,
I wish I could wipe it all.

I see you with her,
Sharing that was mine.
I hear you saying the same words,
That has still not changed with time.

They say dreams never come true,
But, I saw them happening.
The only difference there is,
I am no more a part of my own dreams....

Walk with me...

2009-09-25T03:49:00.000-07:00

Walk with me,
to know where am leading to.
Walk with me,
to know what am going through.
Walk with me on the lonely road,
and hear the whispers of the empty sky.

Watching me from a far away land,
wont help you find,
the lost one in my mind.

Walk with me,
and help me know,
the lost meaning of life.
Be with me,
and help me forget,
the feeling of betrayal,
that's growing in me more.

I am lost in mid-way,
in the journey called life.
Show me the path,
and show me a goal,
show me myself
that I have been searching for...

Survival....

2009-07-14T01:29:00.000-07:00

Deep within my soul,

There’s an open bruise,

At times it starts bleeding,

As if it’s never gonna stop.

No matter what I do,

No matter where I hide,

The questions that keeps haunting,

Just don’t seem to leave me behind.

My heart’s gone numb,

I have dreams no more,

Something keeps aching in,

It makes my blood go sore.

I fight a battle everyday,

The battle of survival,

Surviving in this unfair world,

Doesn’t seem to have an easy way.

The ups and downs of the endless journey,

Doesn’t end even for a moment,

It moves on in the pace of my heart beat,

It goes on for the rest of my life….

Your thoughts.....

2009-06-27T23:20:00.000-07:00

Lost in your thoughts,
I wished to pen down.
Little did I know that,
My feelings too,
liked to play with me.

A moment came,
and I wished to love you again,
it passed away,
and I realized you left me alone.
The next moment gave me,
tears in my eyes,
not knowing what to do,
unknowingly, I cursed you.
I wished, you should,
never be happy without me.

Have always wished to see you smile,
Have always wished you should be mine,
But her presence in your life,
has made me helpless.

You played with my feelings,
My feelings did the same with me.
I am nothing but a helpless soul,
who is finding a way out,
to go away,
before I get lost in your thoughts…..

The Last Meeting....

2009-06-27T22:50:00.001-07:00

The last time you met me,
I promised you,
I begged before you,
but, you didn't care.

My tears were in vain,
my hurts are still in pain.
The days, months, the years,
spend by your side
are still so fresh in my mind,
everything is still the same.

I go in slumber,
holding you by my side.
I begin my day,
hoping that you are fine.
I wish you could have given a chance,
it was never too late.
I wish if you could know,
that I am still waiting for you
at the place,
where I promised,
I begged before you,
and you didn't care.

I am still there,
the last time you met me where....